Email from 4/29

Hi! Thank you thank you thank you for all the emails!! It felt so awesome to get on and it say you have 27 emails hahaha ! Um well We have three dates for baptism! Its a family, a mom and her two daughters! They are so sweet and so amazing! I hope they actually go through with it! They mom said I know i need to be baptized to be happy. AHHH yes! We had the date set for  may 12 but they didnt come to church sunday so we are going to have to move it back ...but I love them! Well I have been contemplating on whether to tell you this or not but I had a doctors appt today. I went running in the morning on wednesday and later on in the day my knees began to hurt. I thought it was just because i was sore but it didnt go away. So i finally got a priesthood blessing from my bishop which i didnt want..i wanted them to fly my dad down instead..but after my knee began to get better but i made an appt anyway.The doctor gave me some instruction and things to do in the next two weeks but if it doesnt get better and it keeps popping i might need surgery. He said i had to problem before but i didnt walk so much and now with me walking so much it made it show up. I bought a real good knee brace today so we will see how that goes...yeah. Que mas...um Dont worry I am not starving in the least..they feed us so much...so much.its so terrible. i like die every lunch hour haha found a hair in my pasta the other day...about ralphed but finished eating it. We went to the doctor and the area where the doctor is is soooo nice.. and clean BUT! The people just arent as friendly as the people in my area are. We taught leccion 2 and I had to teach on adam and eve and our lives here on earth..i didnt know i was talking about adam and eve until hna camacho looked at me...i couldnt do i couldnt find the words to say..i just wanted to crawl into a ball and cry.It was terrible. The mission is great but hard. I love it but sometimes eh.ya know. Mom you will love speaking in sacrament! Just dont tell everyone the negative things i say haha Ellie can say En el nombre de jesucristo amen. (in the name of jesus christ amen) Language is still blah.hna camacho says i am learning fast but i dont know if i see it. I had a pretty neat experience in my language study. I prayed to heavenly father to give me a little more faith because i am lacking in mine. I always  thought i had this amazing faith but being here i see i have soo much more faith to gain.I then got up and pulled open my drawer and my conference notes were right there. I picked them up and uncle jeffs was on the top.His talk was for me. He mentioned to stand you ground with the faith you have, and if you lack in faith Lean on his. He assigned me my call, the Lord showed him exactly where i needed to be. He has faith that i can learn this language so if i need to lean on his faith for a little while thats alright. Then i opened up to jacob 3 or 4 i cant remeber but it said some more about faith. I know the Lord directed me in my personal study that day. I am so grateful he did.